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books and such

im flooded with too much information from the books about the books.
the EXAM is approaching :) means i should be studying harder no? NO. i need to find some form of motivation. looking back its always another exam and another need for motivation.

do you believe in justice, fairness and love?
i believe in forgiveness.

good news comes at best times, bad news comes at bad times. and old news.. well they happened. but they are long gone. i wonder if closing an eye to it will make it all go away. or maybe its through the acceptance of the issue and the forgiveness that the issue will never surface. knowing isnt everything, its the receipt of forgiveness after knowing that matters.

it cant be more fun with vic back :) yay!

p/s: i shall plan myself a trip to Korea, Seoul. haha, hopefully i pass my level 1 and get $moolah$ from daddy :p i think i deserve some even if i fail for effort! haha!

tell me a secret, ask me a question.

Chimneys on wooden houses, it was a picture of forever you & me.
No wonder they say architecture aint easy, strong foundations are key.

Nobody said it was easy, its such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy, nobody said it would be so hard.

i want ur lovin, i want my revenge

Amazing, we didn't buy enough. We doesn't include me. Haha :) they should have jus spammed more. One of the many pleasures of being a member with La Senza. Its so worth it!! :p 50% bday mth, feel sexy & please ur man! :)

Times have really changed, topics evolve & soon we're hittin 22, not me tho - still like 11 mths & goin :)

Urgh, random but lunch was in such bad taste.

much anticipated

FRIDAY :)

:)

the year 2010 will have more success, more opportunities & plenty of love.
a month has flown by just like that and i truly truly miss studying.
at least studying has structure, newton's laws doesnt change and einstein is a genuis.
in the working world, you're an idiot - whether or not your contribution works.
one works for a miserable pay, stays in a very miserable office which is miserably small for a working space that has TONNES of paperwork.

seeing some similarities? no worries, you're not seeing double.

updates!

Haha updates! (:

I got a blackberry bold.
Got a job.
Got my first pay (gave half away).
Got a BB contact that makes being signed on with the BB service worth while. I hope all my girls get BBs & activate their service & we chat forever there, everyday & be so in sync with each others life.

I got a life.
Got amused.
Got angry.
Got tired.

Got blessed (:

More updates when I lay my hand on a comp. Sucks that workplaces ban social networkin sites. Mine at the least!!

I need an idea fer a business so I won't be a slave to cheap paychecks anymore.

could i be a kite?

i recently found out that there are two sides to a person. u're either the kite or the person flyin the kite. if anyone knows how flyin a kite works, it has to be the person that bought the kite to watch it fly. yet, sometimes we get too caught up with the ownership of that's my kite up there that's flyin that even while lettin it fly...... u somehow hold on tight. big mistake cause there comes an increased risk that the string might snap and the kite fly far far away. then u'd become the one that let ur kite go.

i've been in both situations, lucky fer me. the person flyin the kite that had issues and the kite itself. trust me, its never as easy as it seems and it takes hell alot of effort. i guess that's why we choose sunny days to fly a kite :) i see my sunny sunday mornings slippin by.. now i have no idea what i wanna be or the direction i wanna take.

maybe i dont wanna be a kite anymore. adaptin from rachel from friends, maybe i wasnt meant to be a kite.. just that everyone told me that i was and i jus took the face value of it. maybe i realised im more than a kite, LOL, a bird or maybe superwoman (superman's gf - bad inside joke).

maybe time will tell which i wanna be, which i can be. whatever i am, you'd respect, support and love.... right? :) *cross fingers*

change; def. a constant.

my girlies and i met on sat and had a real late lunch and we talked. and i realised that change is still the only constant. haha and oh yes, i almost forgot what that party girl life was about. now i remember, & im not sure if i want it anymore.

i have new priorities now. A JOB! :) cheers to that. till then, party till i get a job! hahaha (whoops)

free falling

ever felt trapped? caught between doing the thing your heart tells you to or doing the thing your mind tells you to? and then you realise there's never a perfect solution to it, even if you secretly wish to do a balance between what your heart and mind wants. it teases you and taunts you at the same time.

then alast you reach the point you want neither and you just wished you never gotten yourself into that situation. yeah balls, i gotcha.

i look forward

to 5am because thats when my mind convinces itself that it has done enough work that warrants my rest. that's my new sleeping time.

to 24 august cause nothing can be that bad after that date and there'd be a whole lot of rest that i can finally catch up on. plus a whole lot of people i want to meet (in random order): you, you, you & you. hahahahaha!!!

HOORAY, there's like 5 days left to doom day.